Anberlin's Journey

My baby girl #5




So today was one of those monumental days in someones life. It started out as any normal day for me. I knew it would involve me raising four of my beautiful children and then it happened. Anberlin, the baby, reached up with her left hand and grabbed my finger. Not like a flailing little child, but she actually purposely reached for my hand and when she got a hold of it, she starred in amazement.  I have missed this with my other children because of my busy work schedule, but this time I got to see it. Be apart of it. I experienced one of many of her first experiences.

In so many ways me losing my job has been such a blessing. Hard, but truly a blessing from God. His plan so exceeds mine in every way. I have vowed to be faithful with my resources and keep doing what he has asked of me and to this point it has not been difficult. He has said I cannot out give Him. I like that and through Cannonball at Summit I will sure try. Join Karen and I and see what all this buzz is about. Join us in Saturday at 6:00pm for an awesome service. You will not be disappointed. It is amazing what is happening in Reno and you can get in on the ground floor. Be apart of a true change in our area. And just so you know, God does not care if your in sin or having problems He has said come as you are.

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